Well… DUH
You know, there are so many great blogs out there that I love to read. Blogs that feed the fire inside me. But I have been crazy busy and haven’t had time to read anything, much less write anything. So finally an update…
Kinda funny how just after God shows me this thing about fires and fuel and how the enemy works to put out this fire… You know, by starting fires around you to burn up the fuel… and then I just seem to forget it all. The past couple weeks have been crazy. It seems every time I get ready to go to the staff meeting at church, something else comes up and I can’t make it. I use to go to breakfast once a week with a great friend. Just to talk about whats going on in our lives and to pray for each other. We’ve been doing that for 3 or 4 years now and suddenly our schedules have made it harder so we just don’t meet anymore. I once spent the first 30 minutes of the day reading my bible while my son was in the shower… for some reason, not sure why, I haven’t been doing that. The 25 minute drive to the office… was my prayer time. Time to pray for the students involved in our college ministry. Time to pray for other people that God placed on my heart. But for some reason, not sure why, I haven’t done that in a couple weeks either. I’ve allowed myself to be pulled in so many directions that I haven’t been able to focus on any one. So I just sort of let go and allowed myself to be tossed from fire to fire trying to manage all the stuff and so now I find myself just tired. Just a bit dazed and wondering what in the world is going on.
So I’m driving home and ask myself… “Whats THAT all about?� well… HELLO McFly… remember what you wrote on your blog a couple weeks ago??? Well duh, THATS whats been going on.
Don’t you love it when God not only reveals some truth to you but lets you live it, even when it sucks to do it?
So I’ve realized… stop allowing all the fuel around you to be burnt up and throw some more gas on the REAL fire!!!
